Goodbye to Everything.

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October 2011

33 posts

“I’m Santa Fuck!” —Christian DeLeon, my roommate.
Oct 01, 2011-1 notes
#the context of this is too much to explain
Haircut.
  • Emily: how was your day??
  • Me: it was alright. Finallyyy got my haircut. :P
  • Emily: lol yeah it was getting pretty long! but you know how i like it long. lol
  • Me: HAHAHAHA THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID
Oct 01, 20112 notes
#resistance was futile #How the hell else do you respond to that? #okay I'll stop being 12 now
Oct 01, 20114 notes
#Cal Poly #wsup

September 2011

41 posts

Sep 30, 201110 notes
#MotoGP #Casey Stoner #Nascar sucks
Sep 29, 201182,088 notes
#omfg
Sep 29, 2011741 notes
#advertising
Someone is keeping

a kitten in their apartment here (which I’m sure isn’t allowed), and it’s been meowing by the window nonstop for the better part of an hour now. I want to steal it and keep it in my room and feed it so it’ll shut up and be happy. =(

Sep 29, 20117 notes
Sep 28, 20113 notes
#Nissan Skyline GT-R #R34 #Speedhunters
I caught

a very pretty moth that decided to camp out in my room. Am I the only one who is genuinely freaked out by moths because they fly like erratic spaz machines? WHAT DO I DO WITH THIS THING IT’S GONNA FLY EVERYWHERE WHEN I LET IT GO

Sep 28, 2011-1 notes
“…but I don’t think the laws make people better people. I think that it’s a waste of time and it destroys liberty.” —Ron Paul.
Sep 28, 20115 notes
#Ron Paul #Election 2012
Feed Them To The Pigs Parkway Drive

This is life,
This is worthless,
Is there consequence?
This apathy is murderous.

Hope is dead,
Buried by regret,
Alive for nothing,
And dying for even less.

Is this the path we’ve chosen?
Our mind and our future left to rot.

These lives are worth nothing,
Our lives worth nothing.
Fuck.
As we watch our dreams turn into dust.

On these cold sheets,
Beneath this hollow corpse of a life.
Their world casts shadows,
And it’s eating us alive.

We are the walking dead,
Haunted by the ghosts of unanswered dreams
We are the flesh and the blood of a lost generation.

The deceased and forgotten,
The voiceless and consumed.
We’re buried and broken,
And we’re rising against you.

So this is life,
And are we so worthless?
We’ve clawed our way back,
They can’t destroy this,
‘cause we’ve got nothing left to lose.
These hate fueled hearts keep burning,
We push against the grain,
And we won’t turn back.

Armed to the teeth,
Born from the shadows,
Burning for revenge.

Revenge.

Sep 27, 201119 notes
#Parkway Drive #Feed Them to the Pigs
Sometimes I hate

That I can’t forget anything. I remember all of my flaws, faults, mistakes and disappointments, and I remember yours as well.

Sep 27, 20112 notes
Feels like

As I’m trying to find myself, I’m losing everyone around me.

Sep 25, 2011-1 notes
Roommate sprawled out on a couch cushion.
  • Me: ...what are you doing?
  • Christian: Missionary.
Sep 24, 20111 note
#College year 2 #I died
“Dude, I’m so much better at guitar when I’m high…” —Christian DeLeon, my roommate.
Sep 24, 20111 note
#College year 2
Play
Sep 24, 20116 notes
Sep 24, 201125,210 notes
#Fairly Odd Parents
“We humans are conflicted beings. Our beliefs don’t always harmonize with our instincts, and our behavior doesn’t always reflect our beliefs. … We wage war between the person we are and the person we hope to become.” —Brandon Mull (via myquotelibrary)
Sep 21, 2011115 notes
#life #et.al
“I refuse to believe corporations are people until Texas executes one.” — Ara Rubya via @DanonNewsNet (via soupsoup)
Sep 21, 20111,455 notes
#Texas #Rick Perry #Politics #Corporations #Ara Rubya
40 Nights August Burns Red

You’re living for today,
but your future is looking bleak.
One day, it’ll all come crashing down.

Nothing lasts forever.
You’ve only planned for the here and now.
Nothing lasts forever.
Live fast, die young.

It’s what’s ahead, but just remember:
slow and steady wins the race,
so pick your head up,
and keep your mouth shut.

You are the captor of originality.
You are the thief of authenticity.
Respect is something that you’ll never see.
Everything you write all sounds the same.

You’re forsaken.
Forsaken on this mountain.
The bridges have turned to ash.

This is your final hour.
This is your great fall.
You won’t make it out alive,
so say your dearest goodbyes.

You are Goliath standing firm in your light.
We are David and you’re in our sights.

Your dreams have come true.
Have you forgotten the reason why?

Life, death, dreams, wealth,
nothing lasts forever.
Greed, envy, gluttony will amount to nothing.
Nothing lasts forever.

The earth is about to quake.
Brace for impact,
run for the hills.
Brace for impact,
it’s a long way home.
Brace for impact,
run for the hills.
You’ll surely end here.

Goliath, we’re screaming your name.
Goliath, we’re coming for you.

Sep 15, 201118 notes
#August Burns Red #40 Nights
The cycle of disappointment continues.

You cannot teach the blind to see.

Sep 15, 20111 note
#humans disappoint me
Sep 14, 201111 notes
#kitty #cute #white #cat
ON LETTING GO - Part Twenty-Five - Cause and Effect → foxsky.tumblr.com

foxsky:

In terms of punishment being an effect of a negative action, it is easy to see how one can call correlation (or go as far as to claim causation) between being completely faithful and altruistic with no sense of skepticism and quickly being taken advantage of in every sense imaginable. When…

Sep 13, 20116 notes
Play
Sep 13, 20110 notes
#Need for Speed Shift 2 #Escape the Fate
Ha.

Your inability to justify your own words does not mean I am overthinking things. Either you’re dumb for doing something on an unfounded basis, or you’re lying.

Even a person of slight intelligence can justify their actions, be it as simple as “because I want to”.

Sep 13, 20113 notes
Leave me with time to think,

and my mood dwindles downward.

Sep 12, 2011-1 notes
Sep 12, 20110 notes
#9/11
TogaPartyTrev: Little annoyed here. → togapartytrev.tumblr.com

togapartytrev:

I understand the respect for all those who lost their lives today, whether heroes or victims they are all missed and loved, I’m sure. I understand all the pictures of the memorial and the aftermath of the incident that happened ten years ago.

What I don’t understand is why there are GIFs of the…

Sep 11, 20114 notes
Sep 11, 201128 notes
#BMW M3 #bbs wheels #German Tuning #hollerdumped
Sep 11, 2011789 notes
#gpoy #moms #phone conversations
I finally recorded

a snippet of a song, and my fellow musician wasn’t online to hear it.

I finally experienced that first-rain-smell tonight (well, the first time I paid attention to it at least), and my rain-loving buddy wasn’t here to share it with me.

Aw man.

Sep 10, 2011-1 notes
#today #I still hate the rain #but I love thunder and lightning
If you are a person

of unmistakable beauty, I fear of two things: You being taken advantage of, and you taking advantage of others.

People have a knack of letting anything which garners attention tarnish their humility; be it talent, fame, or looks. I wish everyone would think twice about the attention they both give and receive, and decide if it’s genuine. Only then should you give or receive it with modesty. Too much attention on anyone or anything can poison the mind.

Sep 09, 2011-1 notes
“Middle-income Americans—the average American—ought to have the highest income in the world.” —Mitt Romney.
Sep 09, 2011-1 notes
#Mitt Romney #is retarded #Election 2012 #we're doomed
I fucking hate Skype.

everyone, switch to Oovoo now.

Sep 09, 20112 notes
#things that ruin my life
“Here’s why I find it impossible to be a Republican: any crowd that instantly cheers the execution of 234 individuals is a crowd I want to flee, not join.” —Andrew Sullivan on the debate crowd’s positive response to the large number of executions that Perry resided over while governor of Texas. (via liberal-life)
Sep 08, 20111,116 notes
#GOP #death penalty #Rick Perry #Texas #right-wing extremism #Editor's Choice
Sep 07, 20113,911 notes
#monday
My obviously perfect rationale.
  • Me: laws are made by stupid people to protect stupid people from stupidER people
  • Me: so you shouldn't have to follow the ones that you find only apply to stupid people
  • Me: =)
Sep 07, 20112 notes
#now go break every law you disagree with #jk
You're on the clock.

every passing day is points against you.

Sep 06, 20111 note
#humans disappoint me
Sep 05, 201136,533 notes
I am disgusted

and disappointed in you. I thought you were better than that.

You just lost so much of my respect, and you don’t even know it yet. Ugh.

I’m sorry I ever believed you were something special. Turns out you’re just another human.

Sep 04, 20111 note
#humans disappoint me
Do you ever

bearness:

have those days where you just want to throw shit at people and knock their ass sideways because they piss you the fuck off that much and you wouldn’t feel bad about doing it?

No? Just me?

If I ever forget how or why we’re related, I’m going to refer to this.
Sep 04, 201110 notes
Leveler August Burns Red

You have become
a malicious liar
that breathes for attention.

Playing charades,
wearing the head of a lamb.

My days consumed
by nights of you.

Howling at the moon
as if you were wounded,
but no,
you’re the one showing teeth.
Ready to feast on newborn beginnings
as you cry wolf.

The truth.
Never seen, never told, never known.
You’ll never tell the truth.

All I want is the truth.
Queen of Hearts.

But you are the deceiver,
with a lying tongue and matching lips.
My heart thirsts for vengeance but my Father
has taught me forgiveness.
If I had not decided to follow Him,

I would devour you
like a lion,
leaving your bones out to dry.
I’d put you through the same hell
you put me through,
pouring out conspiracies and lies.

But this world will remember me
for all that I’ve done and all that I’ll be.

The victim in me is dead,
I am reborn.

So even though you call me self-righteous
and call my beloved treacherous,
there is one thing to take away:

Leveler,
make level the road
for the righteous.

I forgive you,
Queen of Hearts,
for through me,
He will show you to love.

Sep 04, 201116 notes
#August Burns Red #Leveler #make level the road #for the righteous
Sep 02, 2011-1 notes
#Pearls Before Swine #gpoy
My scorecard for the past week, based on how I feel:

dumb as a doornail: 17
intellectual: 1

Sep 01, 20110 notes
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