Power is when we have every justification to kill… and we don’t.– Oskar Schindler, Schindler’s List.
Mary J. Blige is the classiest ghetto woman ever.– My mother, while watching her performance during the Grammy’s.
Man am I
tired. three and a half miles of running, two miles of biking, and then two hours of tennis. I’m going to sleep well tonight.
Naser: the day and age of honest men
Naser: its all gone
I find that
transcribing my memories into writing very soothing. It releases some of the tension they create when trapped inside my mind. It also solidifies the memory forever, for me to look back on many years from now and smile. Considering my memory, I’ve got a lot of writing to do.
I fucking hate
myself right now. Holy shit.
The only time
when religion prevails over logic in my mind, is when I find reasons to believe that everything happens for a reason. On a personal level. I somewhat tie in karma into this belief as well. So usually, I conclude that God is trying to protect me, teach me a lesson, or that I deserve what I get.
My brothers are
way too good at ping pong for their age. It’s scary.
I feel rather
restless right now; unsatisfied. It seems like there’s nothing I can do that will really make me happy at the moment. I’m not sure why.
What I've just learned:
The U.S. was in need of a central banking system, so in 1912, they passed the Federal Reserve Act. With this act, they created a chain of twelve regional, privately-owned banks across the nation. Why did they decide to make them privately owned? Who the hell knows. Probably so the few people who owned the banks could make massive profits. These profits came from the government using the money they...
These formspring things.
I’m not entirely sure what to make of them. Generally I refuse to post in them, because I see them as a cowardly veil. People use them to say what they’re too afraid to say in person, or even through typing. I don’t know. “If you don’t have something nice to say, then don’t say it at all.” This shouldn’t go out the window simply because you have the...
Life, I will hit u fast.– My brother Paul’s status message on AIM. HAHAHA
It only works when it’s useful.– Paul, my brother.
Oh don’t worry… don’t get your trunk in a knot.– Robert, my brother.
As a person
who constantly moderates every aspect of his life, I long to express extreme emotions. I want to scream at the top of my lungs right in someone’s face. I want to show someone so much love, they don’t know what to do with it. I want to care so much about someone, that I’m willing to die for them. I want to hate someone so much, I just punch their lights out. I want to...
I'm a mess.
legs weak with the soreness of just beginning track, back knotted up tighter than laces, ankle bruised and aching. feels good man.
The reason I
don’t do my calculus homework on time: I try to be diligent, knowing I understand the basic concepts we went over in class. But I get to the first problem on the homework, and I have no fucking idea what they’re asking for. I get so goddamn frustrated that I just quit and go to bed. I’d rather be assignments behind and caught up on sleep then up all night asking myself...
I was just
reminded, my first daughter’s name is going to be Evelyn. I love that name. ♥
Why printers were sent from hell. →
A running list
of things that ruin my life (in no particular order): 1. Adobe software 2. iTunes 3. Printers 4. People that walk in front of me 5. Job applications 6. Ignorance 7. Anything that isn’t genuine. 8. Hayward. 9. Being injured. 10. Being sick. 11. Drivers who can’t merge.
wheel contraption at Vallejo Mill, oh god. Nothing’s made me laugh that hard in a hella long time. Josh’s birthday party was fun. x) In regards to that Jesus chain post: sorry, I won’t be driven to fear my own religion will smite me for not reposting a goddamn blog. Suck it.
I can do
ten pull-ups once again. Hello progress. =)
Paul: Suck my popsicle!
Robert: No! ...unless it's chocolate.
I guess the reason
I haven’t been posting so much lately is because I’m just waiting. I’m waiting for the day when all of the work I’m putting in right now pays off. Right now, I’m not seeing the results I want yet. So instead of ranting on about how disappointed I am that I’m not there yet, I’m just going to wait. There’s all kinds of things in limbo for me. I...
Let's make some
resolutions: 1. Apply for jobs, and get one. 2. Play guitar for at least an hour every day, practicing the licks and techniques my teacher shows me. Teach myself new songs, write my own, etc. 3. Practice Counter-Strike every day, working on aim, nade throwing, and overall strategy. 4. Run at least five days every week, and continue to work on my upper body using only my body weight. 5. Go to...
So much to
blog about, so much I could be saying right now, but all I can say is, this is the worst headache I’ve had in a very, very, very long time. =\ Happy new year, kids.