foxsky: EMERGEGAMING (Me and Anthony) took 4th and 2nd place in the December 2009 COMPLEXITY GAMING & FAMENETWORKS LAST MAN STANDING COMPETITION! It was so intense, hahahahahahaha wow Had to play with and against famous players from around the country! Now about to do movie night bbr LOL. I killed a pro. :D
to the Sick Puppies newsletter a while ago, and every so often the lead singer Shimon Moore writes an inspirational note to the fans. This one was sent on Christmas eve: I sat with a new friend at a show recently and talked about some of the things on her mind. I found it funny that so much of what she felt, mirrored how I feel. And I found myself listening to my own advice at times (which we...
Merry Christmas everyone.
I’ve thought about this several times in the past, but never actually written it out until now: When I don’t get a lot of presents on Christmas day, a bad feeling seeps in. The conscience screams “selfish!”, but that’s not the bad feeling I get. It’s the disappointment my parents feel for not being able to provide for their children. “It’s gonna be...
I have not
done push-ups in a very long time. Just two days of forty push-ups before sleeping has me sore out of my mind. I’m so out of shape. But you have to start somewhere, right?
Paul: Can I have the butter?
Robert: Can I have the butter?
Paul: Can I have the butter first? I'm the oldest!
Mom: No, I'M the oldest!
Paul: No, CARLOS is the oldest!
Robert: No, JESUS is the old-- wait...
We find a place for what we lose. Although we know that after such a loss the...– Sigmund Freud. (via psychotherapy) (via quote-book) (via cowpiesurprise) (via g0ggletan)
I just deleted
some conversations I saved on my computer. Disgusting. Why would I save such scars?
I feel like
such a failure lately. Cynical, useless, pathetic. I’m the jack of all trades, master of none. I WANT to be the master of something I do. I want to reach that untouchable level doing something, anything. Instead, I’m just mediocre at a ton of things. I always have been. The only thing I could probably beat everyone at is being my own worst critic. Yeah, that’s what I’m...
Disappointment is anger for wimps.– Gregory House, House M.D.
Why do I
even bother? People don’t often sell themselves at face value. I end up buying them for the price they’re advertised at, only to find out there’s a lot more faults than I initially observed. I don’t want to believe there’s anything wrong with them; just as you don’t want to believe your purchased items are less than expected. Our greatest desire is to get what...
ITS WHAT YOU DO, NOT WHAT YOU SAY.
lioness: you cant even do one little thing for me.
I want to reconcile the violence in your heart, I want to recognize your...– Undisclosed Desires - Muse.
Naser miss the first two drop shots of his life today. :D
Okay, I know no one really cares
michiko: But… I’ve been complaining all week about how horrible the first drafts of the articles i recieved were, or at least, how much work they needed. and I got 4/5 of the revisions from my writers in the features sections. And all of the articles have improved so much, it practically brings tears to my eyes. I gues i shouldn’t feel like a douche when I comment about every paragraph in their...
Ron Paul, the GOP's unlikely savior. →
Haywad: too bad we cant shut off our hearts when we want to
stand failure at all, in any way, shape, or form. That’s why I’m such a perfectionist. That’s why I care so much about how I am with friends. That’s why I’m such a nice, caring person. I don’t want to ever feel like I failed someone. Ever. To me, not doing someone a favor when I can or not being kind and generous is to fail as a friend. To not try my hardest in...
from my friend’s eighteenth birthday party. Never have I felt such a range of emotions at one event. Hilarity, awkwardness, shame, comfort, and defeat. Fuck you. Stop fucking reminding me. P.S: I ran a mile cold turkey in 5:40 today, then played the best tennis of my life for an hour and a half, then rode my bike home. Yay for staying active.
measured my height today. Five feet, two and a half inches. I’m so very little. The doctor told me that since I hadn’t shown any growth between my yearly physicals, I’m probably done growing. I guess I’m okay with being a short guy, but I don’t know. Something about it bothers me. But in all honesty there aren’t really that many limitations to being my...
In web design today...
jerrbear: I discovered that Anthony is my mexican twin. Same height, weight, body proportions, shoe size, hand size. And we’re both left handed. It was meant to be. ♥